Camp Aftermath really surprised me in terms of expectations. I went in with an open and somewhat desperate mindset. It has been years since my life has made sense. Not since I left the military in 2016. I self-isolated myself to a point where even answering my phone was a challenge. It was a very lonely place. I wanted to be far away from my military colleagues because I was embarrassed of where my life had taken me. I went into Camp Aftermath very cautiously. After a few days, however, I noticed that I was genuinely connecting with everyone involved, a feeling I instantly realized I had been longing for. What I found was a group of men, like me, who all had similar struggles. I quickly identified that everyone on this journey had found themselves in a spot where further failure was simply not an option. This made it very easy for me to communicate and just be vulnerable and present with the program. Upon returning, I realized that, unlike other groups I had attended, I came home with a dedicated group of men and women that I can confidently call my friends. I communicate with them on a daily basis. I cannot recall a time, post-military, where I’ve been this positive and okay with my life and my future. I found what I was missing. These relationships I have built are going to be the cornerstones of my recovery.
Kris served in the Canadian Armed Forces for 14 years. He deployed to CFS Alert and Afghanistan.
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